running out of "fuel"

i think it's almost coming to an end of my "long" time chasing record...
broke the record though...since it's the first time i start to chase...girl...
the main problem im facing now is...
out of topic...which is similar to cars which r out of fuel...
without fuel...a car can't move...
same logic...
without topic...i can't continue...
always with the same old conversation...
maybe i shud quit dota and get a life like she had?
is it worth?
now it's either i str8 confess or juz continue with this i-dunno-wat-else-to-do situation...
stucked already...
like car too...running out of fuel...deciding to take short cut...or the long one which is safer...
i dunno why i relate everything to cars...but it's kinda make sense^^
great...im talking bout school with her...wat a lame topic...=.=...
due to the everyday update policy...im making myself awake juz to finish this post...hahahahaha ^^