the first day of new year...made me so emo...
that my heart is like thousands of blade stabbed me...
u sent a new year greeting to me...
my mood's still not recover after deciding to give up on u...
i replied coldly to u...
my heart's pain was doubled at that time...
it's very hard for me to press the send button...
eventually i did it...
i really was in pain sending that to u...
but...who cares...
no one cares bout me...
especially u...
im always smiling outside...
but inside it's so hurt...
why im so fool...
it's so obvious that u dun like me...
delaying my question...cold towards me whenever i talk bout this...
but i still...trying to hope that miracle would happen...
i noe it wouldn't mean much to u...
but to me...it's everything...
bcoz i noe clearly that i love you...
but...wat to do...things won't always happen as we wish...
wat i hope now is...
i could forget u...
stop finding u...
begin my new life...
in this new year...
if i jz can't forget...then...i'll jz hav to accept the fact and continue emo...
till eternity...