Monday, March 7, 2011

i jz dun understand...

yeah...i had a gf now...but...
i still cant get away from emoness...
why???
there she goes...my gf...yeah...gf a.k.a. girlfriend...
wat do girlfriend do?
well...the main thing is of coz...
love her bf...
and...yeah...of coz...care her bf's feeling...
now...wat happens to me is that...
i dun understand wat my gf understand...
sounds blur...but yeah...it's jz as simple as that...
i repeat again...i dun understand wat my gf understand!
hmm...i told her that i would like to see her everyday if im allowed to do so...
so she's ok with it...
and...i offer to fetch her back so that i could see her...
it's bcoz...we're kinda in an underground relationship...
she doesn't wan anyone to noe bout us bcoz she's afraid that her mum will get to noe this...
im fine with it...
so...1 day after class...i followed her and she ask me why do i follow her?
and i ask her back..."i tot im suppose to fetch u home?"
she said..."no, since when?"
then i was like...huh? hello...i jz told u ytd?
then wat she could do is jz tell me sorry...
ppl...if everything is as easy as sorry...world war I or world war II wouldn't exist...am i right?
and wat could i do? i could only said nvm...
but in my heart...the sorrow within...gosh...i couldn't describe...
then...move on to the other story...
i asked her our for a movie...
her mother dun allow her...
i can't do anything...so...im ok with it...
but i ask her can she accompany me for my meal...
then she said she's ok...
then today when im on my way...i ask her whr to eat...
she tell me she wanna go back home...
again...i was like...HUH??? HELLO??? U GONNA FFK ME AGAIN???
so...that's the story...how many more can i tolerate...it's jz a question mark...
and..im currently starving...moody...loss my appetite to eat...FML~