my whole day ruined by some stupid trip...

to reflect how emo i am today...

i decided to use red...

yeah red...

the colour of the blood...

the symbol of emo...

im...

seriously shit emo now...

why?

yesterday...

i overnight in cc until i reach home at 7am in the morning...

i was tired...

so...i slept until 11am...

when i woke up...i tot of you...

my fren called me...

he asked  me to go out with him...

at that very moment...

i was thinking...

i could ask u out...

so...i tell my fren that i'll go and fetch him at 12pm...

str8 away...i texted u...

asking u to go out with me...

u tell me that u dun wanna go out...

im fine with that...

but then...we chat through sms...

so i went to fetch my fren to the shopping complex...

throughout the day...we were sms-ing...

yeah...chatting...

suddenly u tell me that the ticket for harry potter is finished...

on that very moment...my good old fren..."jealous" comes again...

i was thinking..."is she going out with her frenz?;why dun she go out with me instead?"

but then...after that...u tell me that u're going out with ur sis...

u said that u wanna take her out relax for her upcoming spm...

okay im fine with that...

then we continue chat...

after that...i went back home and had a little nap...

i missed ur msg while sleeping and woke up str8 away after i got ur 2nd msg...

u told me that u're going to the night market in cheras...

immediately i called my fren to accompany me...

we reached there and i start searching for u...

i had a hard time looking for u as the place was crowded with ppl...

eventually, i met u...

but u were with another guy...ur best fren...

and ur sister...

yeah...im jealous again...

im very jealous at that time...

emo to the max...

at first u saw me...without greeting...

u straightaway enter kfc without telling me that the purpose u do so...

then i went in with u asking why u went in...

u said u wanna go in the toilet...

i waited for u outside...

then...

u came out...

and tell me that it's late...

u're gonna go back home...

again...the already emo state of me...

starting turning from bad to worse...

u noe how is the feeling when i'm emo and i need to smile and wish u and to the guy that u're together goodbye?

trust me...that feeling sux...

i went all the way...

15 minutes journey from my house...

juz to see u...for...i say...less than 1 minute?

i was hungry at first...

but then...

after all these...

i got no mood to eat anymore...

why...

im really emo now...

with no one that i could share my prob with...

someone that noe my feelings...

someone that noes how to comfort me...

i wish i had a person like this...

so that i could forget u...

u were making me suffer...

that's all for now..................................................................................