aaaaarrrrggghhhhh....situation got worse...

yeah...juz like the title...my situation worsen...

i try and try...

it seems that giving up is not an option...

dunno why...

i received some of my test papers today...

i got bad results for all of them...

if i continue like this...i may end up repeating this sem again...

but...how...

i noe...from beginning till now...

im juz struggling myself...

making myself feel like that...

no more excuses for that...

i admit...

i feel sorry to myself...

why im like that...

im being selfish...

why...when im giving up...

jealousy still occurs?

why why why...

i cant be like this...

but...argh...

cant think...

having serious headache today...

maybe due to few sleepless night...

i could feel my body is burning...

gonna sick soon...

who's gonna care for me...

of coz not u...

u wouldn't even noe that im sick...

u dun even care...

it's ur nature...

i can't blame that...

i heard from my fren...

he got an advice from his girl friend...

she told him that...

girls enjoy the feeling being chased/ woo...

i noe...this is a fact...

many people would certainly agree with it...

but...wat i wanna stress here is...

why?

aren't human suppose to be the same? equal?

doesn't girls noe that...

boys r suffering from woo-ing them like that?

im not being a sexist here...

but...i was juz clarifying things...

why not we live fairly?

yeah...it's weird...thinking these questions...

but...think about it...

true?

it's kinda late...

gonna return back to my cruel world...