hmm...i met her...

yesterday i told my cousin bout the monk and bowl story...

so in case u guys nv heard b4...

i'll tell u guys the story...

once upon a time^^...

there's a man come complaining to a monk...

he tell the monk he cant let go of smtg...

the monk remained silence and hand the man a bowl...

the man...holds the bowl wondering why the monk ask him to do so...

then the monk pour hot water into the bowl until it is overflow...

the man let go the bowl immediately and the bowl fall into pieces...

the man then ask why the monk do so...

the monk then tell the man...

there's no such thing that u can't let go...

once u feel the pain...u'll let go eventually...

the man...knowing wat is trying to be told by the monk...

pay refuge to the monk and left...

this story somehow taught me to let go things...

including her...

 

today is the first day of my exam!

yeah...that's why i met her...

i had a few conversations with her...

i felt that...the both of us already have a gap between each other...

i dunno why...

my feelings of getting closer to her seems disappear...

i wonder...is it bcoz we hadn't seen each other for quite sometime...

the feelings jz gone like that?

she smiled to me...

i can only hardly fake a smile...

i din even look at her...

and then i realize im somehow afraid talking to her...

she's almost like a stranger to me...

probably due to exams...

if so...i wish i had exam everyday so that i dun hav to think of her...

that feeling is so suffering...

tmr's paper is biology...

a tough subject for me...guess im gonna stop here...

wish me luck!

=)