so in the end...she still refuse to forgive me...

so...that's the thing...she still...can't forgive me...

i understand the pain she had...

but...din she try to understand me too?

she's rather not to be hurt than leaving me like this...

is she selfish?

dun she noe that she's sad im sad too?

she wan us to remain fren...

but let me ask...

after coupling for almost 3 months...

everytime i see her after our separation...

i wont feel anything huh?

i wont hurt huh?

why she dun give me a chance?

why?

now it's either i str8 forget her...

or... we get back together again...

i wont be that silly to be frenz with her...

with such selfish attitude...(in my opinion)

she's not even worth it...

now...

i gave up on love...

my studies...i let it be...im sure that it would turn from bad to worse...

my chem lecturer keep finding for me bcoz i did badly for my recent chem test...

and i think my bio din reach the passing mark too...

my best subject...maths...i think is around the border line...

wat had happened to me...

1 girl? ruin my life...

gosh...