im confused again...

i met u again after 1 week of not seeing u...
saw u going back home...
ur expression is cold...
i wonder why...
i realized...
i dun even dare to walk near u...
it's only a week...
and im missing u like hell...
ytd...
u treat me exceptionally cold...
i guess it's bcoz of the upcoming exam...
u totally forgotten the 4 things u promised...
i noe...
for u maybe u juz promise it for fun...
but...
i take it very seriously...
nvm though...
i listen some experience from my fren...
her gf treat her coldly...
they kept arguing...
the girl thinks that the boy did not give her freedom...
im afraid of these...
if it happens to me...
i wonder how could i handle it...
to play safe...
i'd rather continue in this relationship...
than juz make the situation awkward...
i cant afford to lose a fren...