life after break up...

currently listening to canon in d...

very soothing...

today i tot of many things...

suddenly so many things pop out in my mind...

i suddenly tot of my childhood memories...

i remembered last time when i was in primary school standard 5...

i had some frenz that will always ask me to play counter strike after school at the nearby cyber cafe...

it's kinda bad for someone aged like me go to such place...

hmm...wat to do...frenz...haha...

then...i tot of my fren i met in tuition...he's the bad-type-of-kid-ppl-always-saying...

cant blame him actually...studying is not his kind of thing...

so he might not act civilised...

but i like ppl like him...straightforward...

he wont be like those educated ppl...always thinking of taking advantage of others...

guess there's pros and cons...

hmm...bout my girl there...

i went kl that day to shift my things to the new room i rented...

after that...i asked her out for movies...

during the movie...i dunno why...i cant ctrl myself...

i took her hand and hold tightly...

she pushed me away...

but...im stronger of coz...she cant move...

then...as we get nearer to each other...

i kissed her...

i can see from her face that she really dislike my act...

but i jz cant ctrl myself and continue doing that...

after the movie ends...we then walk to the car...

in the car...i kissed her again...

after that...i made my journey to fetch her home...

on the way...she didnt talk to me...

she was so quiet and her facial expression shows that she's very angry with me...

she din reply my msg the whole day...haiz...

my bad actually...

i hate myself too...><

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