im jealous again...

i can't find the reason why...
u asked him to book a place for u instead of me...
am i still a stranger to u???
i wish i could juz treat u as a fren...
tried a couple of times...but still failed...
im trapped in this dilemma...
i dunno wat to do...
my studies r seriously affected...
i tot of u all the time...
im not sure whether u think the same too...
finals r coming...
whether wan or dun wan...
i need to concentrate my studies now...
argh!!!